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told you I wasn't good at these ;) Mar. 30th, 2007 @ 01:12 am

I'm pretty much just writing this for myself as I doubt anyone will read it... which is okay with me:) I restarted this account because I wanted to be added to this amazing authors fiction and was looking over some of my past writings and decided I wanted to write more now I have no idea why but I guess it is slightly because it is 1am... supernatural is over and I have nothing to do and it will be hours before I am tired. I think I might actually try and write some fiction of my own this summer I've put it off again and again. I've read enough now to know what I like and what I don't like and I think I might enjoy writing something of my own... I guess I'll see. I don't really have anything else to write at the moment but I might try to do more on this journal than I have in the last few months. no promises (to myself as I am the only one who will see this) but still we'll see, stranger things have happened I'm sure.


Apr. 5th, 2006 @ 03:34 am
well I know there aren't many who read this but I really had to tell someone about this HOW-TO article I just read and since it is like 3:30 in the morning there weren't a lot of options.... so anyway I have found the one article that every guy and girl should have to read when they become sexually active: http://english.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=101944 If the link works it is probably the sexiest thing I have ever read and the best fucking how-to article I have ever read. DAMN i wish they made this a mandatory read in high school. well anyway not much else to say at this time of the morning... and don't ask why i read it at this time in the morning I just came across the link while searching the net for new stories since i really shouldn't buy anymore books I am limited to what i can browse for ARGH!!!!!

Mar. 2nd, 2006 @ 01:13 am
Watched One Tree Hill tonight... had gotten out of the show after the first season but every once in a while I see a preview that I just can't resist... tonights was one of them. It was on a school shooting and I think I might have actually been crying at the end (that's right ME with tears in my eyes... can you believe it??) There was this quote at the end I don't know who wrote it or where it is from but I got it written down and just had to paste it here.

Does this darkness have a name?

This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives, or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us?
That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war...
Hoping for their safe return...
But knowing that some will be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows,
swallowed whole by the darkness
Does this darkness have a name?

Is it your name?



I collect a lot of quotes but every once in a while one really hits... you know what I mean. I don't know if it was the way it was spoken or the episode it was part of but this quote gave me that chest tightening eye watering feeling that just makes you realize how sad our world can be at times.

I'm a flirt and proud of it Feb. 25th, 2006 @ 02:51 am
Your Flirt Quotient

You are 73% Flirt



Once again it is sooo true... I flirt with EVERYONE!

Feb. 25th, 2006 @ 02:51 am
You Are A Total Shopaholic!

You have a keen eye for spotting trends before they are hot
And sometimes your credit rating takes a beating as a result
Consider a job in retail to subsidize your gorgeous outfits
Over time, you could become a famous stylist or designer!




god they are sooo right it's not even funny
Other entries
» see Karen
You Are Blonde Highlights

Men see you as flexible and versatile - you fit in to every situation
You've got the inner glow of a blonde, the intensity of a redhead...
And the wisdom of a brunette.




See Karen I'm not a total blonde I just have my moments that shine through occasionally.
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Your Winter Look is Fashionable

You're the type of girl with a dozen coats and scarves, even if you hardly wear them




damn that's scary I have more winter jackets... and any other type of jacket than any girl my age that I know.... and I rarely wear more than one or two frequently.
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You Are Sheryl Crow!

Down to earth with tons of creative energy
When you talk, everyone can relate to you
"Life springs eternal
On a gaudy neon street
Not that I care at all"




So which one do you think best describes me???

Spunky?? Stylish?? Rebellious?? Goth?? Talented?? Wild?? Hardworking?? Down to Earth??

me hardworking?? haha rebellious and goth are also totally out not really wild or talented to any extreme. So which of the following would you say??

I put down spunky.... yes or no??
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argh... soooo disappointed. One of my favourite authors just came out with a new novel of which I sat down and read in like 3 hours and IT WASN'T ANY GOOD ARGH!!!! this is soooo sad. especially with all the delays (the book was supposed to come out in November). To top that off that movie I was all excited to see Freedomland was probably the worst movie ever... I had so hoped that reading Micah by Laurell K would improve my mood but now I'm even more restless. OH WELL Dance Macabre is out in July and Simon Green has a new one out in March as well as Kenyon and I think Butcher is coming out with another one as well YEAH!!! Not having a good day :(
» and I'm the weird one???
I see all these people going through these live or die relationships that obviously just end in "heartbreak" and people think I'm the emotionally stunted one?? God I mean I have no problem with relationships... in fact I would love to have one... but if it means giving up who I am or what I like to have one then thanks but no thanks. I just don't think it's normal to get upset if a guy doesn't call at the exact time you know he gets off work, or that getting engaged before you can legally vote is healthy. I watch soooooo many of my friends go through these abnormally committed relationships that have no chance of surviving and they all think that because I don't have or want one that I'm weird. Sure I'm not the best at relationships god knows I get bored REALLY easily but I know that and I also know that when I find someone with who I really want it to work out I will have to try and actually put effort into. BUT if that means ignoring my friends, ignoring my space and ignoring my self-respect then I will remain a happy bachelor till the day I die (spinster sounds so stupid and bachelorette is just way too PC for me). I don't know maybe I'm the immature or weird one but giving up too much or acting too OOC just doesn't seem real and it can't be the only way to make a relationship work... even in the beginning it just seems too much like lying.
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